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Especially if you have any ideas as to what I should get my Sweetheart. ((Before the 26th please, the latest I can take them, is the 27th))

Welcome! It's been ages since I last updated. Now, before I give a BRIEF summary of what has occured, I would like to say that MY mozilla/I.E./Internet is being gay and will not allow me to sign on to dA- which is why I am at my sister's house an hour away, updating this very quickly then proceeding to work.

* ♥♥ First off, everything is wonderful with Jonathan and myself. All of that which occured has been fixed and sorted out. Now, I need some ideas as to what to get my beloved for our two year anny-- HINT, HINT .♥♥

* Secondly, school is out for the Summer [a lot occured in that facility since I updated, but I don't wish to remember and share it all. xD I'm too lazy]. As far as I know I failed all my exams (or came close to it0 and am a Junior--somehow, if my grades stayed up; and I am still in the NHS.

* Also, my family is well for the present time.

* Not to mention the fact that my Summer is going to be oh so busy.

* Meh, my mood swings are killer, as well as my mind set.

* Oh, oh, I really need to write more [forget the fact I can't post because I can't log in]. I also will be reading and drawing a lot more frequently this Summer-- if time prevails that is.

* [link] is a grand website. You can download and watch anyhing (I favor the anime) & it's more than 100x better than youtube. My user name is TheGunFairy

* That's a VERY quick, and uber lame summary of stuff. I must go work now.

See, I AM alive!
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Anime: Serial Experiments Lain
Title: Duvet
Artist: BoA
Lyrics: Konaka Riyu
Sung: Brad Holmes


And you don't seem to understand
A shame you seemed an honest man
And all the fears you hold so dear
Will turn to whisper in your ear
And you know what they say might hurt you
And you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading
I have lost it all

And you don't seem the lying kind
A shame then I can read your mind
And all the things that I read there
Candle lit smile that we both share
and you know I don't mean to hurt you
But you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading, I am drowning
Help me to breathe
I am hurting, I have lost it all
I am losing
Help me to breathe

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Anime: Elfen Lied
Title: Lilium/Lily of Purity
Lyrics: Hinata Megumi
Composition: Katou Daisuke
Vocal: Kawabe Chieko

Original[Latin]


Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam
Et lingua eius loquetur iudicium


Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem
Quoniam cum probatus fuerit accipiet
coronam vitae

Kyrie, Ignis Divine, Eleison
O quam sancta, quam serena, quam
benigna

Quam amoena O castitatis lilium
moena
O castitatis lilium

Translation [English]

The Just shall meditate wisdom
And his tongue shall speak judgement
(Psalm 37:30)

Blessed is he who resists temptation
For at trial he shall receive the crown of life
(James 1:12)

Lord, Divine Fire, have mercy
O how holy, how calm, how benevolent


How comforting, O lily of purity


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Anime: Elfen Lied
Title: Be Your Girl
Lyrics:Hinata Megumi.
Composed and arranged: Katou Daisuke.
Performed: Kawabe Chieco.

Japanese

baby, i wanna be your girl
baby, all i need is you

Anna ni mou soba ni ite mo
Konna ni mou ai sarete mo

Jikan wa mikata shite kurezu ni
Anata no kanojo ni narenai atashi

Sore de mo ii tte nan do mo omotta
Anata wo dareka to SHEA shite iru keredo
Sore ja iya da tte nan do mo naiteru "(i wanna) be your girl..."
Uso de mo kiyasume de mo atashi dake tte itte

KISU no masui kirete itaku naru
Anata wa mou kaetchau no?

Koko de namida wa hikyou da tte
Ha wo kuishibatte gaman shite iru yo

Sore de mo ii tte nan do mo omotta
Anata wo dareka to SHEA shite iru keredo
Sore ja iya da tte nan do mo naiteru "(i wanna) be your girl..."
Uso de mo kiyasume de mo

Ne onegai
Atashi no naka wa anata dake
Ai shite iru no wa atashi dake tte itte
Hoshii mono wa hitotsu dake tada anata no zenbu ga hoshii na

Kono michi no saki ni matte iru sekai
Nigezu ni tsuzuki wo kono me de mite mitai
Tatoe kore ijou kizutsuku to shite mo "i'm gonna be your girl!"
Zettai tomerarenai kono kimochi da kara ne

Sore de mo ii tte nan do mo omotta
Anata wo dareka to SHEA shite iru keredo
Sore ja iya da tte nan do mo naiteru "(i wanna) be your girl..."
Uso de mo kiyasume de mo atashi dake tte itte

baby, i wanna be your girl
baby, all i need is you



English

Baby, I wanna be your girl
Baby, all I need is you

Even though you're with me so much now
Even though you love me this much now

Time isn't on my side
I can't be your girlfriend

Again and again I thought I was okay with that
I'm sharing you with somebody else, but
Again and again I cry knowing I don't want that, "(I wanna) be your girl..."
Even if it's a lie, even if it's just for my peace of mind, tell me I'm the only one

It hurts when the anesthesia of your kiss wears off
Are you leaving already?

Telling myself it would be cowardly to cry here
I'm gritting my teeth and holding myself back

Again and again I thought I was okay with that
I'm sharing you with somebody else, but
Again and again I cry knowing I don't want that, "(I wanna) be your girl..."
Even if it's a lie, even if it's just for my peace of mind

Come on, please
You're the only one inside me
Tell me I'm the only one you love
There's just one thing I want, I simply want all of you

I won't run away from the world waiting ahead on this path
I want to see for myself where it leads
Even if I get hurt even more than I have already, "I'm gonna be your girl!"
There's no way you can stop me, because this is the way I feel

Again and again I thought I was okay with that
I'm sharing you with somebody else, but
Again and again I cry knowing I don't want that, "(I wanna) be your girl..."
Even if it's a lie, even if it's just for my peace of mind, tell me I'm the only one

Baby, I wanna be your girl
Baby, all I need is you

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